Irritation

You know sometimes people just irritate me. Tonight people were talking to Rebekah about how she was on a diet and Jamie told her she didn't need to be on one and that she was skinny and I seconded that and she just got up and walked away. I went and found her and talked to her about it and how the insecurities I have and that she is a beautiful girl and it is good to eat right. It was hard because I felt like I wasn't telling her what she needed to hear, but I'm guessing anything I said wasn't going to help. Then earlier I had it out with Joel about him saying I hated something online. I don't like the word hate, it's a very strong word adn shouldn't just be thrown around. But I went up to him later and just called a truce. Then I was texting Brock during the youth group and I went and talked to him later and he's like I just told you to pay attention and I was like I can pay attention to multiple things going on and he was like well I like to focus all on just one thing and he was just being a brat about it, so I said fine I won't tell you you're good anymore. It's just frustrating how people are. Or maybe how I'm perceiving it, I don't know. Tab is coming home this weekend and I'm definitely not thrilled about it, I'll leave it at that.